simple things like these :)

man looks at the outside, God looks at the heart

Posted at Monday, November 02, 2009

"You know ah, maid in Philippines ah, even the work "maid" people don't like already.. I don't know why people look down on maid, maid is a very clean job what! You see those all cantik-cantik wan go back to Philippines, people see, say "Wahh..", but all prostitutes.. Bring back all the diseases to Philippines.. But when people marry maid ah, other people will say "Eh, you see this Peter, marry maid you know..".. At least we know the money we feed our families is our clean job, hard earned money.."

"......."

Man looks at the outside,

God looks at the heart =)

Judge not, for we were not created to.

Have a nice week! :)

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7:18 PM

five loaves and two fish

Posted at Sunday, November 01, 2009

About two weeks more to spm. =(

Scared scared,

cause i feel so terribly unprepared. >< (Hey! It rhymes! :P )

Too little time, so much to study,

so little cerebrum space left.

Have been working quite hard past 2 weeks i guess, really. But sometimes memory not good enough, work sometimes go down the drain, into the river, into the ocean.. Haha.

Anyway, today was good. =) Though a little tired, it still was a good day, for the Lord created it. =) =) Weeee.... Seeing dear people again, and going for people-deprived-sports. Haha!! (I don't really know why, but sports seem to be getting quieter and quieter. Hmm. But decreasing numbers doesn't mean decreasing fun, decreasing fellowshipping. Hehhehehe. Yay! ) Not forgetting knocking into (and injuring) people again.. =X (Sorry lehh, too kancong maybe. ><)

Well, today i was very encouraged by what aunty sze said to me. She asked me how my preparation was, i smiled and kinda sighed. Haha. (Oh ye of little faith. ><>Then she reminded me of the five loaves and two fish. God will multiply. Just do my part, and trust Him. Was really really encouraged, because for the past few days in school, teacher kept reminding us, "Girls, berapa hari lagi ah? Dua minggu tau.". And i started to worry about my revisions, and all. >< class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Thanks, thanks. (But, also was reminded that zero multiplied by a million, is still zero. So, can't slack and just wait for stuffs to fall from the sky, waiting for 'God's blessing'. Have to do my part, then God will do His! (: )

Amazed by how God just bring different people at different times. =)

Jesus loves me, this I know. =)

And there, a post! Yay! =) Hahahha.

To all the people out there,

still fighting and working butts off,

JIAYOU! :)

And make sure you don't lose your butt! =)

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11:46 PM

her name is Umi. Umi Qazrina. :)

Posted at Saturday, September 05, 2009

>Wahh. 3 days of trials over. Two more weeks to go! Jia you! ><>

And i believe God has been by myside each and every minute.

Coz i can feel it. I can feel less stress this time. Really. =)

Because he's carrying it with me.

He's carrying my burden with me.

Never leaving myside. =')

From the moment my life began,

You have been faithful.

Thank you, Father. So so so much. =)

Anyway, here's a video. Its by Yasmin Ahmad.

It's really really sweet. =) =)

Im sure it'll make your day as it made mine. :D

Enjoy!!

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2:48 PM

Weeeee....... =)

Posted at Saturday, August 29, 2009

Gahh. It's saturday, almost the end of my 'holiday'. Haha. Studying is almost never fun.. =( Hahahha. Trials in a few days time.. !!!! Ishhhhh. Really really hope this day will 'elongate' (HAHA.) and never end. Gah..

This week has been very different.

First off, no school, but still have to study. Haha. =/

There was interesting BK classes. =) Ps. kwan is really a great teacher. =)

Then there was cleaning up YF. Really enjoyed it. =) (Thanks josie, joyce, chien wei, joan, john, sean, joel, dawson, kai sheng, vincent, andrinna!) =) Really really apreciate and am encouraged by you guys going to help. Really really. =) Thanks for not backing out eventhough there was like only 10+ plus. Haha. Really am encouraged by your commitment! =)

Captain ball yesterday with cousins!! =) =D And playing catching!! HEHE!! =) Reliving childhood.. Whahahaha. =) Really thank God for you all! =) Reallyreally. =)

And today was gotong royong. Nice to mix with different BB people.. Hehe. =) They were willing to clean (Clean it! Hahahha.. Btw, great job, jaeson, jie eunice, karmun, joel, xueqi, jem and jamie! :D ) the smelly watery longkangs and all.. =) I realized that there actually ARE people who really wanna make a difference and love Kluang, whether there is a certificate or not. Even if its on a holiday saturday morning. And i thank God for kluang-loving poeple! =)

Well, despite tired-ness and reluctance, still have to push on, press on. Ishh. Hehe. Cant just sit there and laze around when everybody else has started the race eh? Heh.

And i will look up for strength. =)

One thing I ask of the Lord

This is what I seek

That I may dwell in the house of the Lord

All the days of my life

To gaze upon the beauty of the Lord

And to seek Him in His temple

Psalm 27:4

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6:04 PM

fourteenaugusttwozerozeronine

Posted at Friday, August 14, 2009

Hmmm. Its raining again.

It has been quite some time since i've really blogged. Haha. School has been ______________. (I'll let you feel in the blanks.) But, (there's always a BUT(t). Muahaha. :P ) it has been fun too. I love the homey feeling when spending time just talking with friends in class, whether is it discussing about half lives and quarter lives or talking about going to africa to see penguins. =D So homey. =) Yeap, no matter what anybody thinks, i think our class is great. I love 5sc1! =)

Letters..! =) (Yup letters. Bukan email.) I love sending and recieving letters. The joy of sending them is when the other side gets the letter and are really surprised. And you can really imagine the wide wide smile on their faces. =) =) The joy of recieving letters is simply when you see your name written by a familiar handwriting above your address on a simple white envelope. =) Ahh, letters! They played a big part in my childhood. =) =)

Tomorrow, school. =/ I strongly believe saturdays were not made for school days. (And i believe many agree. Hehe.) But no matter what, will (of course) still be going to school. Haha. To face teachers with mood swings. Teachers with grudges. And teachers with simply a heart to inspire and educate anak-anak Malaysia. To simply chat with classmates. To cherish the remaining little time left in Canossian Convent before my status changes from pelajar to calon SPM. Maybe school isnt that bad after all. =)

Lastly, i miss you, you, you and you. :)

Hatred stirs up quarrels,

but love makes up for all offenses.

Proverbs 10:12

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7:11 PM

for the most beautiful person on earth.

Posted at Sunday, June 28, 2009

for the most beautiful person on earth:

I really thank God for placing you in my life,

right from the beginning.

THANKS

for being such a great blessing,

for teaching me how to lead, not with superior authority, but with gentleness, love and humility,

for always being there just to smile and say stupid things to brighten up my day,

for driving me around, even when you wanna sleep,

for setting an example as a friend,

for teaching me how to look at things from a better/wiser point of view,

for always 'imparting your wisdom',

for sharing your little 'stuffs', your smiles, your bad days, your 'little box' with me,

for not hesitating to correct me when i'm wrong,

for being someone i CAN trust,

for your gentleness, your loving-ness,

for all the (super fast) walks in shopping malls we had..

THANKS, for being you.

To me, you're really the most beautiful person on earth.

Not only on the outside, but even much much more on the inside.

Take care pingu. I'll really miss you.

But i'll also be praying for you. =)

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10:12 PM

today, i allow myself 15minutes.

Posted at Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Today, i allow myself 15 minutes.

To blog. YAY! =)

Ergh. Exam for almost three weeks.

My brain's starting to corrode lahh.

1. Add maths is super torturing. Buat add maths sentiasa sakit kepala. And 'sakit kepala' is no more a figure of speech. It is actually meant literally. ERGH. I know everybody is really very tired and worn out ady. But yet, we're trying hard to pull ourselves together, and finish it!! And today's add maths paper just broke down everything that everybody was trying to hold together. ><

2. I like the feeling of THAT smile. =)

The smile people give you, and in the end, the smile you yourself put on.

That smile when encouragement arrives. Whether it's through a simple message, or a simple pat on a back, saying DONT GIVE UP!!

That smile that others put on their faces when encouragements goes forth.

Smiles do really make a difference. REALLY. =)

3. Silent-nights are great friends.

4. I am TAHAN-ING. =X My brain seems to be dying on me. Overloaded. Cant stuff anymore nonsense or non-nonsense into it already. OVERloaded ahh. Its frustrating and stress-ing. AHH.

5. THIRTY-NINE MORE HOURS!! And i'm free! =) And then, CHURCH CAMP!! :D Cant wait, cant wait!! Come on.. TAHAN!! 39 hours!!!! ><

6. I miss YOU!! Faster come back!! =)

Hmm. I think i exceeded 15minutes, a little. HAHA.

Ok. Need to get back to electrochemistry.

To other exam-ers out there,

JIA YOU! Dont give up!! =)

To You, whom im clinging on to,

Thanks. For being with me.

39 hours!!

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